I chose to return to my maker – Jacob Adjola’s heartbreaking note on struggles
In a new update to the sad demise of gospel artist Jacob Yaw Mawuko Adjola, MyNewsGH.com has come across the poignant suicide note he left behind, exposing the deep pain, depression, and struggles he had been silently enduring. In the note, which surfaced after his untimely passing, Jacob expressed overwhelming feelings of failure and despair, […] The post I chose to return to my maker – Jacob Adjola’s heartbreaking note on struggles appeared first on MyNewsGh.
In a new update to the sad demise of gospel artist Jacob Yaw Mawuko Adjola, MyNewsGH.com has come across the poignant suicide note he left behind, exposing the deep pain, depression, and struggles he had been silently enduring.
In the note, which surfaced after his untimely passing, Jacob expressed overwhelming feelings of failure and despair, revealing that he had been battling personal demons since 2022. The note, filled with raw emotion, shed light on his internal turmoil, struggles with sickness, and the sense of unworthiness that had consumed him.
Jacob wrote: “Thank you for pushing to fend, but I chose to return to my maker as soon as possible. I HAD TO do it BECAUSE I DIDN’T DESERVE TO LIVE. I FAILED WOEFULLY AND NOTHING CAN SOLVE ANY OTHER MISTAKE.” He further confessed, “I’ve been a dead man since 2022, and I have struggled my way through… but as I gave my best worship in songs to the Lord, I knew it was time to EXIT.”
His final words to his church family, friends, and fellow musicians revealed the depth of his internal suffering. Despite being known for his powerful worship songs, Jacob was clearly grappling with an immense sense of failure. In the note, he expressed his remorse, asking for forgiveness from those who loved and supported him. “Thank you family, PLEASE FORGIVE ME! I FAILED! I have disappointed all of you and I can’t defend my acts,” Jacob lamented.
The gospel singer also disclosed his physical health struggles, mentioning, “I have had 3 surgeries testicles and hides to everyone in my.” Though some parts of his note remain unclear, it is evident that Jacob’s battle with his health and depression weighed heavily on his mind. His plea, “Don’t cry for me but help my family because they will need me,” highlighted his concern for the loved ones he was leaving behind.
Jacob Adjola’s death has sent shockwaves through the gospel music community, as fans and fellow artists try to come to terms with the tragic loss of someone who, outwardly, had touched so many lives through his music. However, his note reveals the heartbreaking reality that beneath his public persona, he was a man deeply overwhelmed by the pressures.
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